Chapter 1836: Chapter 55, I Just Want to know, how are you? Translator: 549690339 She woke up. Lu Man opened her eyes. She moved her slightly dazed body. She felt that she was in a warm embrace, and it took her a while to react. “Are you awake?”Mo Xiuyuan’s voice came from behind her. So.. Sure enough, everything was not a dream. She turned around and faced Mo Xiuyuan. He looked at her in the same way. When the two of them were close, there would always be some indescribable subtleties, such as.. A kiss. She saw Mo Xiuyuan approach her body and kiss her lips. If she was treated like this every time she woke up, she felt that she would be happy to be so clear-headed. His lips gently bit her lips. Her fingers tightly hugged his neck. The two of them kissed like glue. She even felt that all of this was so beautiful that it was like an illusion. She would also be afraid that after everything was over, there would only be silence in the room! Her initiative became more and more obvious. His kiss also became more and more intense.. Until. She suddenly called out. Mo Xiuyuan nervously let go of her. Lu man panted and said, “He kicked me.” She pointed at her stomach. Mo Xiuyuan hurriedly touched her lower abdomen. “Is it very uncomfortable?” “No, it’s just that he suddenly moved a little too much. He’s probably protesting.” ”...”could it still be like this? ! “Because when he gets excited, his uterus will contract. When it contracts, it’s easy, and it makes him uncomfortable.” “Then I’ll control it in the future,”Mo Xiuyuan quickly said. “No, I know what to do,”Lu man smiled and said, “I don’t want my benefits. I’ll just disappear because of this little brat.” Mo Xiuyuan smiled faintly. His smile was really beautiful. Lu Man could not help but kiss his lips again. It was cold and moist. “Are you up?”Mo Xiuyuan asked her. “Yes.”Lu man nodded. “It’s not good for your body to sleep for too long.” Mo Xiuyuan nodded. The two of them got up from the bed. Lu man was used to wearing maternity clothes. In addition, the weather was a little hot now, so a thin piece of clothing was a little loose on her body. At this moment, she looked extremely messy and her clothes had already fallen below her shoulders.. Mo Xiuyuan’s eyes moved. Lu Man looked at his gaze, and her face was a little red. She blushed and pulled her clothes up. The moment she pulled down, she suddenly stopped and said, “Do you want to see?” Mo Xiuyuan was stunned. He was really shocked by Lu Man’s bold words. He just looked at her. “It’s a little bigger than before,”Lu man said, and her face became even redder. “So do you want to see what it looks like?” Mo Xiuyuan shook his head. He said, “Not for now.” “You’ll regret it,”Lu man said firmly. Mo Xiuyuan couldn’t help but laugh. However, the second he laughed, he suddenly started coughing violently. He probably didn’t choke on his saliva. Was it because his push just now was too strong? ! Lu Man hurriedly looked at him nervously. “What’s Wrong?” Mo Xiuyuan coughed for a while and his face was red. It took him a long time to calm down, “I’m still a little weak recently, so I can vent my qi faster than normal people. So I can’t be excited or do strenuous exercise.” “How bad is your body right now?”Lu Man held back her red eyes and asked him. Could she say that her heart was really hurting to death? ! In her memory, this man was clearly very strong. She had seen all of his cruel looks and looked at his strong body. Every punch and kick was fierce and fierce! Now. Now, she had only pushed him lightly just now, but he was pushed away by her. His body even leaned back involuntarily, and he almost could not hold on. His heart was really uncomfortable to death. Could This man really not treat him better? ! It was clearly such a serious injury, but at that time, he was still able to stand firmly in front of him and say something, saying that he was sorry. Saying something, he could not treat her and Yannuo as the only ones. “It’s not that bad.”Mo Xiuyuan looked at her appearance, and his voice became gentler, “It’s just that I’m a little weak. After all, I’ve just recovered from a serious illness, many people need some time to recuperate, and I’ve just been discharged from the hospital.” “Can you be honest with me?”Lu Man asked him deeply, “From the past until now, can you be honest with me? I just want to know how you are, that’s all! Don’t make me guess and don’t make me worry, okay?” Mo Xiuyuan’s expression changed slightly. His slender fingers were placed on her face. 𝕗𝐫𝐞𝕖𝕨𝐞𝗯𝚗𝕠𝘃𝐞𝚕.𝐜𝗼𝚖 His palm was very warm. She lowered her eyes and looked at the back of his hand. It was so thin that only a thin layer of skin was left. The joints were clear, and it made her heart ache to death. He really did not know how she felt when she hugged his body, and even the thick layer of flesh on her body would hurt. And she still had to pretend that she did not care at all. She cared about death! Her impression of Mo Xiuyuan was that he had very big chest muscles and eight abdominal muscles. The lines on his back were obvious, and his back was very beautiful. His arms were very thick, and his long legs, which were straight, were flapping hard on her body, at that time, the bed would still clatter, but now, the current Mo Xiuyuan would be out of breath if he moved even a little. “Okay.”Mo Xiuyuan nodded and said, “My body is very weak now.” Lu Man looked at him with red eyes. “At that time, when I went to save you, I was shot in some places. My arms, chest, and back were broken, and some of my internal organs were injured. Later, when I went to save Yannuo, a bomb exploded on my back, and the powerful impact hit below my waist and pelvis, causing the nerves in my lower body to be damaged, and one of my kidneys was also exhausted! The area of deep burns on my entire body reached 20% of my entire body. Some of my muscles were atrophied. At that time, I should have performed a systematic repair and emergency surgery on my entire body. However, due to the tense situation, such a surgery would require me to stay in bed for at least a month. Therefore, time was not allowed,”Mo Xiuyuan said, he spoke quietly, as if he was telling a story about someone else, “At that time, it involved negotiations with other countries. I had to force myself to stand up. My body was wrapped in white gauze, and I still had to wear a suit and look completely unharmed. “It lasted for about a month. With Daniel. “Darren’s active support, northern Xia was saved from a meaningless war. Otherwise, it might really have gone out of control.” Lu Man Man listened to his casual explanation. He held her cheeks and said, “Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to announce to the entire nation that you saved the entire country.” “I don’t need these,”Lu man said bluntly. “I don’t care about these so-called labels.” Mo Xiuyuan nodded. Of course, he knew. He also knew that she actually didn’t like everything in the political arena. Because of Wen bin, because of him.. He said.., “Right now, the condition of my body is that my ribs haven’t fully healed yet. The gunshot wound on my arm has basically recovered. The burns on my back are very itchy now. I think that new flesh has grown out. “Then, because of the exhaustion of the kidney, I took a kidney. The nerves in the lower half of my body are damaged, so I can’t feel my lower body for the time being. My stomach will occasionally be sore from taking too much medicine. Other places, such as the liver, gallbladder, spleen, and lungs, should still be intact.” Lu man bit her lip and tried her best to control herself. So you only have one liver, gallbladder, spleen, and lungs! So. She finally understood why Mo Xiuyuan did not tell her about his specific situation. So his body had already been injured to this extent. “Don’t Cry,”Mo Xiuyuan said, looking at her red eyes. “At least I didn’t die. There were a few times when I walked to the gates of Hell, and in the end, I came back.” “Fortunately, you came back. If you didn’t come back, your two children would have to grow up in a single-parent family,”lu man sobbed. Mo Xiuyuan nodded. Fortunately. Just when he was about to give up, Lu Man’s face suddenly appeared in his mind. The image of her crying her heart out appeared in his mind. So, he came back again. Whether she was married or not, whether she had found happiness in the end, at least he could be the spare tire that she might need, and spend the rest of his life with her. He always felt that he had really lost deeply. It was not a separation, but a life-and-death separation. He did not understand why he had this feeling, but it was really uncomfortable, deeply uncomfortable, so he felt that as long as both of them were alive and well, even if they did not cross paths, it was good. He had really survived. However, his physical condition was so bad that he had not expected it. After three months of treatment and surgery abroad, the final result was just like this. He chose to return to his country. He returned to his country to recuperate. He did not expect that on the first day he returned to his country, Lu Man would find him. He admitted it. He was deliberately avoiding her. He had expected that perhaps Lu man would come back to this villa, so he did not stay in his old room. On the other hand, it was not convenient for him to go up and down the stairs. When Lu Man first came here, Wang Zhong had called him in advance. Wang Zhong said that he seemed to have seen Lu Man. It was just a sentence. He knew that Lu man might really come. So, before she came, he had been hiding in his room. Lu man habitually searched around, but could not find her. He saw her disappointed figure leave. When she came the next day. He thought that he should not be able to hide. After all, Lu man was not stupid and was quite smart. She also thought in the opposite direction, so he did not hide. Sometimes, when Lu man was so anxious, he did not even want to refuse. “Does ye Heng still know that you are alive?”Lu Man suddenly asked. She remembered ye Heng’s performance in front of her at that time. If he knew that Mo Xiuyuan was not dead, he would jump up and down. “I don’t know.” He still doesn’t know? ! Lu Man’s eyes widened. “My body can’t withstand his torment now,”Mo Xiuyuan said bluntly. So, how miserable was ye Heng. Now, a man who was dying in court and didn’t know how to lie to his own man was currently living a good life! “I heard from Zhai an that ye Heng looked for you,”Mo Xiuyuan asked. Lu man nodded. “He told me a lot about your past. I was so upset that I almost died of depression. If Zhai an hadn’t told me that you were still alive and recuperating abroad!” “What ye Heng said...”Mo Xiuyuan hesitated. “So you plan to keep it from me?”Lu Man asked him. “Are you not going to explain it to me again?” “Do you still want to hear it?” Up until now, at this moment, was she still willing to listen to his uncontrollable actions? ! “Yes.”Lu man nodded firmly, “Mo Xiuyuan, I want to hear everything that you’ve explained to me with my own ears. I want to know everything about you, including your forbearance and helplessness, and even those so-called ‘lowly’things.” “I’ll tell you everything,”Mo Xiuyuan said. At this moment, Lu Man was actually a little nervous. She thought that Ye Heng was ultimately a bystander. Only he himself knew the true thoughts of Mo Xiuyuan and his every move. He said, “At that time, Ah Li passed away, and I suffered the biggest blow in my life! I lost control.” “I know.” “I really never blamed you, and I have always felt guilty about you. I let you take risks when you were pregnant with my child. I even heard that you were almost raped by Qin Zhengxiao!”When Mo Xiuyuan said this, actually, he was a little emotional. But now that his body was weak, he could not throw a tantrum. She heard him say, “I had too many feelings for you but in the end, it was because of Ah Li’s child that I chose to be threatened by Nan Yuechun,”Mo Xiuyuan said. Lu Man pursed her lips. “At that time, Nan Yuechun went to Ah Li’s villa to look for Ah Li. She bumped into me and told me the truth about her pregnancy. I asked her to keep the child and use the political power to make a deal with her. In the end, she agreed and asked me to marry her. She said that her child could not not have a complete family. “I agreed and even signed a life and death agreement with her. I promised that I would never lay a hand on her for the rest of my life. If I were to kill her, my personal bodyguard, Eagle, would immediately end my life!” “No Wonder Nanyue chun is so arrogant.”Lu man gritted her teeth. Recalling that Nanyue Chun had arrogantly called her, she was filled with anger. “Actually, marrying Nan Yue Chun was not only because of her request, but also because of my plan for the future. I needed to use her to quicken my pace to stabilize the political power, eradicate the influence of the Nan family, and then give the kingdom to her and Mo Zixi. The idea was almost the same as the current ending, but at that time, I was thinking of using Nan Yue Chun’s power to let her stay with Zixi. Zixi doesn’t have a father, but she can’t not have the love of a mother,”Mo Xiuyuan said, “The truth has proven that my thoughts are too beautiful.” “It should be said that your charm is too great.” Who would have thought that a man with strong political aspirations like Nan Yuechun would turn into a woman who was crazy about love. “I really didn’t do anything to Nan Yuechun.”Mo Xiuyuan explained anxiously, “At that time, when she was pregnant with Ah Li’s child, I was really nervous. I admit that at that time, I was even more nervous about the child in her stomach. Because at that time, I was paranoid that it was the only thing that Zi Xi left in the world. If it was gone, it would be gone. But our child, we can still have it again! Now... It’s a good thing that Yannuo is still here. Otherwise, I don’t know how much I will regret it.” “Why didn’t you tell me about the matter between you and Nanyue Chun? It’s better than me misunderstanding you and abandoning my wife for the sake of the country.” “But I’m not sure that you will accept my explanation.”Mo Xiuyuan said, “You’re so proud. Even if I wanted to keep Zixi’s child, you wouldn’t feel wronged and stay by my side.” “At least I won’t misunderstand that the child is yours, and I won’t misunderstand that you slept with Nanyue Chun! You Don’t even know how I felt when I found out that Nanyue Chun was pregnant with your child! It was as if I had a great doubt about my taste in choosing men!” “Nanyue Chun said that she couldn’t tell you.” “So you’re Stupid!”Lu Man really felt that this fellow sometimes couldn’t turn the corner. “I also feel that I was possessed for the sake of my brother’s child.”It was rare for Mo Xiuyuan to admit it honestly. Lu Man took a deep breath and suppressed her emotions. “Then tell me, how did you feel when you looked at me so uncomfortably?” “It was worse than death.” “Alright, I’ve calmed down. Continue moving forward.” “When I married Nan Yue Chun, I still wanted to keep you by my side.”Mo Xiuyuan said, “Because I was afraid that you would leave, so I really left.” That was what she had thought at that time. “But why did you let go later on?” “I couldn’t bear to see you torture yourself like that,”Mo Xiuyuan said deeply. So, her plan back then was correct. She wanted to torture herself to make Mo Xiuyuan Compromise. Although she had used a very hurtful method, but at that time, she was determined to leave, so she had no scruples! “Why did you send Yannuo back to me in the end?”Lu Man asked. In fact, she had always been very confused. Mo Xiuyuan liked Yannuo so much, and Mo Xiuyuan also had the ability to take care of Yannuo better, so why did he still send her back to her in the end? ! “You can’t get a wolf by not giving up the child.” ”...”this insidious and cunning man. “I thought that Yinuo loved me so much and liked me so much that after everything had calmed down, he would stand by my side and help me get you back. I didn’t expect...”Mo Xiuyuan seemed to be unable to continue. He must have suffered internal injuries from holding it in. Lu Man couldn’t help but laugh. This man also had his own miscalculations and plots! “During the few years that we were away, Ye Heng said that you often came to Paddy City to visit me,”Lu Man asked. Mo Xiuyuan nodded. “I just couldn’t help it, but I was afraid to disturb your peace. So I secretly took a few glances and left. I didn’t even dare to stay for too long. You’re too sensitive, I was afraid that you’d find out.” Indeed. In those few years, she didn’t even notice it once. She could imagine how careful this man was. “Ye Heng said that you suddenly appeared in front of me again because Lin Chuchen and I were getting closer and closer.” Mo Xiuyuan nodded, “Yes, I couldn’t bear to see you getting involved with any man! That’s why I wanted to appear and tell you that I was still here. Who would have thought that I would provoke you and cause you to be so determined to go against me?” “I really didn’t want to be with you at that time,”Lu Man Man said. “I know.”Mo Xiuyuan looked at her, “That’s why I was so extreme in doing things. That’s why I was so extreme in wanting to hand it over and return to you and Yannuo. I really didn’t expect that I would bring so much harm to you. From the moment you suddenly appeared at Daniel’s grand ceremony, from the moment you said that you were going to marry Lin Chuchen and that you were going to abort our child, I couldn’t stay calm. I couldn’t stay calm at all! “I was really afraid that you and the other men would end up like this. I thought that I might go crazy at that time!” “Why didn’t you give me an explanation when I rejected you so much and didn’t understand you? You might have given me an explanation. At least, I wouldn’t have gone to such extremes. At least, I wouldn’t have let you take such a risk and do so much within a month. Now, I’m regretting it.” If Mo Xiuyuan had told her everything that had happened, she definitely wouldn’t have let Mo Xiuyuan take such a huge risk to do such a dangerous thing. She definitely wouldn’t have. “I actually wanted to say it in the beginning, but I eventually endured it under your indifference. Later, I suddenly didn’t want to say it anymore! Because I was really scared,”Mo Xiuyuan said, “Mo Zixi is not my child, and I am still clean. To me, that is my last bargaining chip. That is the last bargaining chip that I think I can use to get you back. If I use this bargaining chip and you still want to leave, I really can’t find any way to keep you!” “If you die, you won’t be able to tell me anymore! Do you want me to misunderstand you for the rest of Your Life?”Lu Man was furious. “Mo Xiuyuan, do you think that you are very great?” “No. Because I know that Zhai an will tell you even if it’s Not Ye Heng? !”Mo Xiuyuan pursed his lips. “I’m not worried. In the end, no one will speak for me.” This black-bellied man! Even if he died, she would remember him for the rest of her life, right? !