Chapter 1966: Chapter 70: Ye Chu’s forbearance (must see) Translator: 549690339 “Mo Yinan, I will never let go!”Ye Chu’s voice rang out in the quiet room. Mo Yinan stared straight at Ye Chu. Ye Chu grabbed her arm really hard. She said, “Ye Chu, I used to think that we were of equal status. I didn’t have to treat you the way I treated Qi Qing. I didn’t have to be so careful and afraid of hurting anyone’s self-esteem. But now I know that the relationship isn’t just about the difficulties I encountered with Qi Qing. There are many things that I didn’t expect. For example, the mutual distrust between us!” Ye Chu looked straight at her. At that moment, he was still very silent. “I really don’t want to learn how to grow up through the most painful consequences in one relationship after another,”Mo Yinan said. “But ye Chu, I’m suddenly thinking, should we break up?” Ye Chu’s heart skipped a beat, and his entire face changed. He did not expect Mo Yinan to say such a thing. He could not even imagine that Mo Yinan would say such a thing. And he could not accept it. Mo Yinan looked at Ye Chu in the same way. She could also feel the change in Ye Chu’s emotions. She said, “Shouldn’t we be like everyone else, starting from dating and then getting married naturally? We shouldn’t simply get together roughly just because we slept together. I don’t know you. Although we grew up together, I don’t know what you’re thinking. I don’t know your personality. I don’t know where your temper lies? “And you don’t know what I want “I really regret it. Why didn’t I fight against my father? My father dotes on me so much. If I had insisted, he wouldn’t have made things difficult for us.” She had always thought that she wasn’t someone who would regret. Her father had said that it was the act of a coward. But now, under the repeated emotional blows, she had become more and more sensitive and fragile. She wanted more and more to start over. It would be great if she could start over. “The reason I married you was never because we slept together,”ye Chu said, enunciating every word to Mo Yinan. So what was it for? ! Mo Yinan waited quietly. She did not want to guess everything, everything she knew about Ye Chu. “I admit that when Lin Zixi came to me and asked me to help Qi Qing with the case, I really did not want you to have any contact with Qi Qing. I know that you know Qi Qing as well as I do. He is so noble that he would not allow himself to go down the path of crime. Therefore, logically speaking, you would personally intervene in this matter. I really do not want to see you socialize with Qi Qing. Just like before, when I saw Qi Qing’s number on your phone, I would be jealous. Not to mention, when I pushed the door open, I saw you smiling at your phone.”Ye Chu’s throat moved slightly, he seemed to be silent for a moment before he really managed to control his emotions. Slowly, he spoke again, “Actually, I’m very afraid that you’ll see the Dark Side of my heart. I’m afraid that you’ll discover my thoughts and be disappointed in me. Even just now, from the moment we returned from the detention center until now, I’ve been thinking that you’re so angry at everything I’ve done to you today. You’re only angry that I went behind your back to help Lin Zixi and Qi Qing. Or are you also angry that something happened to Qi Qing and I didn’t tell you? !” Mo Yinan really did not expect ye Chu to have such a paranoid thought. The Ye Chu that she thought was really not like this. He would not be so calculative, and he would not be so stubborn. “Are you disappointed in me?”Ye Chu looked at Mo Yinan’s expression, but his voice was still not warm. If he did not speak, she really would not be able to sense his emotions. “Rather than saying that I don’t trust you, it would be better to say that I don’t trust myself! I don’t know how to deal with my feelings. I’m afraid that if I’m not careful, I’ll lose you again.”Ye Chu looked at Mo Yinan, at that moment, he did not know how much energy he had to muster before he dared to say everything. “Yinan, if I said that when I was young, not long after you said that you liked me, I liked you, would you believe me?” Mo Yinan was stunned and looked straight at him. How could she believe him. Didn’t he despise her when she was young? For a long time, he would reject her even if she moved a little closer to him. Now, he was saying that he liked her? Was this how it was when you liked someone? ! Shouldn’t you want to be close to that person when you like someone? Shouldn’t you be nice and warm to that person? ! No one liked someone like Ye Chu. She clearly felt that he hated her! “You don’t believe me, do you?”The corner of Ye Chu’s stiff lips seemed to have drawn a rather bleak arc for himself. He looked a little self-deprecating, “Perhaps there is no one in this world who is more incapable of expressing feelings than me. Sometimes, it’s clear that I really want you to get closer to me, but every time I get nervous, it becomes that I seem to reject you getting closer to me, causing you to get further and further away from me. And every time I want to open my mouth and say something, when I really see you, I can’t say anything. It’s the same today, and it’s the same in the past. I don’t even know if I can say all the things in my heart tonight. I’m afraid that I won’t know how to continue halfway through, and I don’t know if you’re willing to listen “Ye Chu, if you don’t tell me, I’ll never know what you’re thinking. I always thought that you hated me. I always thought that you married me because of your responsibilities, and I thought that you liked me now because you could only like me and had no choice but to like me! “If you really don’t tell me anything, I’ll only feel that I’m giving everything to you, and you’re just being forced to accept it.”Mo Yinan spoke very seriously, she was also very afraid that ye Chu would suddenly stop talking. Then, she really did not know anything. She took ye Chu’s hand. “Don’t make me keep speculating about you. I’m willing to listen to everything you say.” “Okay.”Ye Chu nodded. He pulled Mo Yinan to sit down. Mo Yinan was pregnant and could not stand for too long. Mo Yinan sat down very meekly and looked at ye Chu across from her. Ye Chu’s face was very pale. There was a period of time when she remembered that Ye Chu was very dark. It was probably when he was still in school. When he was not in school often, he would suddenly appear at school and he would become very dark. At that time, she thought that he was very ugly, however, the fangirls around her were so unappreciative of his beauty that they exclaimed that he was so handsome and Manly! Thinking about it, at that time, she must have been prejudiced against Ye Chu. She looked at the man in front of her and at his fair face, which was still slightly red. This time, he did not stay for long and said, “When I was young, I should have hated you as well. Because I lived with my grandfather since I was young, metaphysics is an academic field of literature and thought, so I needed to calm my mind. However, your appearance disrupted my life. I was used to living in a quiet environment and could not accept how you followed me like a little tail. I really thought that I hated you! “Especially that time when you forced yourself on me and kissed me in front of so many people. I couldn’t control my emotions even when I was young. Later on, my father beat me up because I pushed you. At that time, I really thought that the person I hated the most was you. After meeting you, I was really unlucky!” Mo Yinan was a little embarrassed. Back then, she was indeed a little willful. But no matter how she looked at it, she felt that Ye Chu’s father’s punch was the culprit! “I didn’t think that you would really distance yourself from me after that,”ye Chu said, still feeling a little regretful, “I originally thought that I would be very happy, but for some reason, I was disappointed. When I Saw You Smile at me, but you wouldn’t say that you wanted to marry me anymore, and you even said that you would only be friends with me, I was very unhappy. For a long time, I didn’t know what kind of relationship this was. Even after my father sent me to the training ground and said that I could protect the Mo family and you when I grew up, that was why I was so motivated and worked so hard. But at that time, I still didn’t realize that I liked you until I heard that you had fallen in love with Qi Qing.” Mo Yinan was indeed speechless at Ye Chu’s dullness. She had fallen in love with Qi Qing in her second year of high school. It was only in her second year of high school that she realized that she liked him. Just how long was this reflex arc? ! “When I heard someone whisper in my ear that Mo Yinan liked Qi Qing, you had no idea how devastating that moment was for me. I know that I walked outside your villa for an entire night, but in the end, I couldn’t muster up the courage to meet you. “You even chose to escape and went to the training ground. You went there for two months, and when you came back, everyone knew that you liked Qi Qing. You didn’t hide it from anyone, and even when I saw you, you took the initiative to pursue and curry favor with Qi Qing. You were so passionate, just like how you treated me when I was young “I silently watched your devotion to Qi Qing, saw you smile for him and feel sad for him. Sometimes, during class, you would even stare at him in a Daze…”Ye Chu seemed to remember the events of that time clearly, and when he talked about it.., his emotions were still fluctuating, “There was once when our family had a meal together with your family. That day, you weren’t in a good mood and had been depressed. After the meal, you left the hotel. You pulled me along and said, ‘Ye Chu, shall we go for a drink?’” “I think that you were rejected by Qi Qing again that day, so you weren’t in a good mood. “I nodded and agreed. When we arrived at charm, we opened a private room. You ordered a lot of alcohol and drank a lot. You got very drunk. “I’ll send you back. You put all your weight on me. That was the first time I was so close to you. The first time I was so close that I didn’t know what to do. Your body even twisted around my body. I helped you into the car. You grabbed my clothes. The two of US fell on the seat together. I couldn’t control myself and kissed you.” This guy, this guy actually knew how to do it. Mo Yino looked at Ye Chu’s flushed face. He said, “Later on, I also reminded you not to get drunk and come near me. I know that I have no resistance against you!” “But after kissing you, you forgot that when I sent you home, you were still crying and shouting Qi Qing’s name. When I helped you out of the car, you asked me why Qi Qing couldn’t like you. You said that you liked him so much…”ye Chu said faintly, “After I sent you home, I went home and thought about a lot of things. I thought that I might really lose you in this life. So I thought that it would be good for you to live a happier life. Besides, I secretly kissed you and took advantage of you. I should make it up to you. So I took the initiative to ask Lin Zixi to be my girlfriend.” “Are you stupid?”When Mo Yino heard this, he really couldn’t help but want to beat him up. She really did not remember ye Chu kissing her. If she could remember at that time, the ending would probably still be the same. “There are even more stupid things.”Ye Chu looked at Mo Yino, “Then, there was another time when you asked me to drink with you. I was actually very glad that you always called me. Although it was only twice, when I thought about it carefully, it was because of Yi Cheng and Xiao Xiaxia. They were too young at that time, so you could only look for me.” Mo Yinan nodded. That was true. Ever since she was young, no matter how much she thought that ye Chu did not like her, she still treated him as a friend from the bottom of her heart. And at that time, Yicheng and the others were really just kids! “You were drunk again,”ye Chu recalled. “So you secretly kissed me again?”Mo Yinan raised his eyebrows. “I really didn’t this time,”ye Chu said seriously. “I know you don’t like me, so I won’t take advantage of you.” “Didn’t you lose control last time?” “I didn’t know you liked Qi Qing so much last time.” “Okay, continue.”Mo Yino felt that ye Chu really had a negative eq. “After you got drunk, you pulled me along and said, ‘Ye Chu, you should marry Lin Zixi. Once you’re married, Qi Qing won’t think about it anymore,’”Ye Chu said. Mo Yinan stared at Ye Chu with his eyes wide open. When did she say something like that? ! She said something like that? ! “So I got married,”ye Chu said word by word. “So, from the moment you and Lin Zixi got together until you got married, it was all because of me?”Mo Yinan asked him very seriously. Ye Chu nodded. Now that he thought about it, he was really stupid. So he really didn’t want to tell Mo Yinan about his stupid behavior. He would also be embarrassed and embarrassed. “This is also the reason why you and Lin Zixi have been married for so many years, but you have never slept together? !”Mo Yinan muttered. “I don’t like her, so I won’t sleep with her,”ye Chu said word by word with certainty. Wasn’t this a great loss for a man? ! Of course, at this moment, Mo Yinan was in an extremely good mood. “Then if I really get together with Qi Qing, will you and Lin Zixi stay like this forever? “Then what if your parents let you have a child? “Then what if you become an old virgin for the rest of your life?”Mo Yino asked him directly. Ye Chu was a little embarrassed. “I didn’t think too much back then. I just wanted to help you.” “Are you in a good mood after helping me?” “Not really,”ye Chu said tactfully. He was probably the only one who knew how much he had suffered in his heart. “Actually, I went overseas to visit you too. I even ran into your father once,”ye Chu recalled. “Were you guys hiding in a corner?” “Yes, I was afraid that you would see me, so I didn’t dare to show myself. When I saw that you and Qi Qing weren’t doing well and that you weren’t even living together, I felt very gloomy and happy.” Mo Yinan smiled. This man had so many thoughts. “I only went to see you once, but I stopped going after that. First, it was really awkward to meet your father, even though he didn’t ask anything. Second, I was afraid that I would sink deeper and deeper into you, so I tried my best to stay away from you, thinking that I could forget about you.” “In the end, you accompanied Qi Qing back to the country. At that time, I happened to be discussing the divorce with Lin Zixi. Of course, I didn’t think that it would definitely be a divorce. It was just that she caused quite a ruckus, so I agreed. She always thought that I liked men and Xiao Xiaxia.” “She said that she bumped into you and Xiao Xiaxia…”Mo Yino looked at Ye Chu. “Xiao Xiaxia is quite clingy, so she often shows up at my apartment to play games with me late at night. That time, I only let him stay at my house because I played with him too late and was too tired. As for why she climbed into my bed, it’s probably because Xiao Xiaxia is afraid of the dark.” “He likes you. Are you sure he didn’t expose you that night? !”Mo yino frowned. Ye Chu was speechless. “Little Xiaxia is just clingy, but he doesn’t like men.” “What if he does?”Mo Yino was at a loss for words. ”…”Ye Chu compromised. “What if he doesn’t like me?” “Actually, it’s not Lin Zixi’s fault for misunderstanding. Even I misunderstood you for a while. You’re really good to Little Xiaxia!”Mo Yino quivered, “Could it be that you intentionally let Lin Zixi misunderstand so that she wouldn’t peek at your beauty from time to time? !” Thinking about it, Ye Chu was not too stupid! “No. That’s because when you were young, you always said that your favorite Xiao Xiaxia was asking us to treat Xiao Xiaxia better, asking us to take good care of Xiao Xiaxia.” She seemed to have often said such things when she was young, but she did not expect ye Chu to really listen to her. Therefore, there was a period of time when she was jealous because she had brought it upon herself. “Later on, she naturally went along with Xiao Xiaxia. Moreover, he was indeed younger than me, so it was natural for me to take care of him.” “Alright.”Mo Yino nodded. “Then, when I came back, you happened to be married to Lin Zixi. Have you ever thought of being together with me?” “Yes, and No!”Ye Chu said with a conflicted tone, “At that time, I saw that your relationship with Qi Qing was still not very stable. I was afraid that Lin Zixi would affect the two of you, so when you first came back, I planned to not get a divorce first. “Later, you said that you and Qi Qing had already broken up. I thought that since you broke up, I didn’t need to hold onto this relationship anymore, so I divorced Lin Zixi. After the divorce, I originally planned to confess to you. I thought that you should have been the most vulnerable at that time. Perhaps if I took the initiative, you would have come closer to me. Who knew that when I really mustered up my courage, you said that you and Qi Qing had reconciled.” “Was it hard at that time?” “It was fine. I didn’t have much hope in the first place.”Ye Chu smiled. “I just didn’t dare to think too much about it. I was able to be together with you.” Mo Yinan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. Ye Chu had a strong heart after all. That was why he had endured so much and endured for so long! “We got married because we had sex. I really didn’t want to have sex with you at that time, but you were very proactive from the beginning to the end. You Didn’t call me by the wrong name. You didn’t say Qi Qing’s name like you did the other two times, so I still had sex with you in the end. I knew that after that, you would marry me. Both parents really hoped that we could be together.” Mo Yino nodded. She really agreed with him on this point. Compared to her father marrying her to another man, he would at least feel more at ease if she married Ye Chu. “I also really wanted to marry you, even though I knew that you might not like me,”ye Chu said very seriously, “So later on, you said that you liked me, and you said that you liked me the most. I was really happy, but when I was happy, I would always worry about gains and losses. “I couldn’t believe it. I’ve liked someone for so many years, and I really liked myself. That’s why I used the wrong method in this situation “Yes, Ye Chu, you really used the wrong method. From the very beginning, you used the wrong method on me. I’m not talking about when you were young, but when you grew up, you were still so stupid!” Ye Chu nodded. He really didn’t know what to do with her. He said.., “The last time, you came to me for help with Lin Zixi. Actually, that time, I didn’t feel very good. This time, I don’t want to experience something like this again. I’d rather help you do everything well than have you take the initiative to help Qi Qing. I don’t even want you to ask me to help him again for Qi Qing. I know that this kind of thought isn’t good. I’ll change.” Ye Chu’s tone was assured, and his expression was very serious. Mo Yino’s expression was also very serious. She said, “Ye Chu, do you want to know how I feel about everything you’ve told me today?”