Chapter 1687: Chapter 1687 we are still husband and wife (5) Translator: 549690339 “Ah Li’s death was a huge blow to me, but now, it’s almost over. I know that there are some things that are useless to reminisce about, and what I can do is to do it well. “You know, the Mo family has sacrificed too much for northern Xia, and I have no other choice,”Mo Xiuyuan seemed to be explaining. He was explaining why he had not returned for a long time. “I should be very busy for a long time. I Won’t force you to follow me to the imperial capital, but I hope that you won’t reject my approach to you. “When Ah Li died, he told me that I could let down everyone in the world, but I can’t let you down. “I don’t know what you all went through that night. Ah Li’s death, Qin Ao’s death, your breakdown, Zhai An’s serious injury, and I came so late... I couldn’t let go of northern Xia kingdom, and I never thought of letting you leave.”Mo Xiuyuan leaned closer to her, he buried his head in her neck. “Give me some time to do both.” Lu man leaned against him and listened to him mumble. She actually thought that Mo Xiuyuan would blame her because the person who died that night was Ah Li and not her. The person who wanted to protect her had suddenly left. No one could accept this blow. Instead, he had told her to give him time to do both. Mo Xiuyuan had never thought that he had to get an answer from Lu Man. Sometimes, actions were more important than promises. Just like how he had once said with absolute certainty that he would not let Lu man fall into danger or sacrifice her, he had still done it. He had always thought that a man could defeat the heavens after so many things that had gone against his promise. Only after experiencing so many things did he realize.., he was not a god, not strong enough to be able to calculate everything flawlessly. He would also make mistakes, otherwise, all the tragedies would not have happened so tragically. And he could only accept that fact. And then, he continued to live like this. The two of them quietly fell asleep on the bed. Lu Man really did not know what time she fell asleep, and what time it was when she woke up. She opened her eyes and saw that Mo Xiuyuan was no longer in the big bed. His appearance was just like her hallucination one night, it did not feel real. At that moment, he suddenly disappeared again. She went downstairs. Downstairs, Moli had returned and was sitting on the sofa, huffing and puffing. She was probably angry that Mo Xiuyuan had asked her to leave. She looked around. Wang Zhong saw Lu man get up and quickly started to serve the food. “Did Mo Xiuyuan Leave?”Lu Man asked. “Mr. Mo, no, the commander has something urgent to attend to, so he left first,”Wang Zhong said respectfully. In fact, Lu Man Man was not very emotional. When she came back from the hospital, she had heard that Mo Xiuyuan had said that it would be the next morning. However, with his current status, most of the time, he really did not have his own time. The higher the position, the less freedom he had. She walked towards the dining room. Wang Zhong placed it aside and said, “Before the commander left, he personally made this for you. He told me to wait for you to wake up and let you eat it. On the other hand, he was so busy that he did not even have time to taste it, so he left first.” Lu Man Man looked at the three dishes and one soup in front of her. “Actually, the commander’s culinary skills are not bad,”Wang Zhong added. Yes, she knew. She had eaten before. What Mo Xiuyuan said at that time was that because Ah Li insisted on eating his cooking, he learned how to cook. Ah Li, Ah Li. In Mo Xiuyuan’s world, how important Ah Li was, and how devastated he was after losing Ah Li, perhaps only he himself knew, but at this time, he did not look for comfort, instead, he forced himself to do what he felt he should do.