Chapter 343: Since You Love Me So Much (11) The car sped off but stopped at the last second. The brakes shocked the entire street. Many cars drove past her in shock. Gu Xin tightened her grip on the steering wheel. The huge impact just now had forced her to tighten her seatbelt. Her body hurt, but she did not seem to feel it at this point. She was just crying silently. 𝙛𝓻𝒆𝒆𝒘𝙚𝓫𝙣𝙤𝒗𝙚𝓵.𝙘𝙤𝙢 She could not do it. She suddenly remembered her father who had said, “Gu Xin, when you were eight, your mother passed away, and I lost the woman I love the most…” If she died, what would happen to her father?! She tightened her grip on the steering wheel as horns sounded, urging her not to block the road. She wiped her tears away forcefully. She started the car, turned around, and drove off. She drove all the way to the private hospital in the city center. After parking the car, she headed to Di An’s ward. She had thought a lot. If she begged Di An nicely, he might not force her to marry him. All of this was because of Di An. If Di An said that he did not want to marry her, everyone would not force her. She could also happily marry Di Yi, and her life would still be perfect. She took a deep breath and knocked on Di An’s door. There were only two high-level nurses taking care of Di An in the ward. Uncle Di and Auntie should still be resting now. She heard that they had stayed overnight. Di An was lying on the bed, but he could not see her. He asked gently, “Who’s here?” Gu Xin tolerated it. She could not accept the fact that Di An could not see anymore. She bit her lip and tried to control her emotions. Di An was silent for a while, and then he seemed to realize something. He asked, “Gu Xin?” Gu Xin nodded. “Mm-hm.” Di An smiled. “Have a seat.” “Di An, I want to talk to you,” Gu Xin said directly. Di An nodded and said to the nurses in the room, “You guys can leave first.” The nurses left. Only the two of them were left in the ward. Gu Xin looked at him and into his confused eyes. She suppressed the emotions in her heart and said directly, “Di An, we don’t love each other, and we won’t be happy together. I promise you that I’ll treat you very well and be as nice to you as before. I don’t want you to leave Wen City anymore. You can stay wherever you want, and I’ll come over often to play with you. I’ll take you out for a walk and try my best to make up for the hurt I’ve caused to you and your eyes…” Gu Xin could not continue. Di An did not interrupt her and waited for her to continue. Gu Xin said, “I’m begging you, Di An. Please let me go, and don’t say you want to marry me, alright? I really love Di Yi, and I really want to marry him. I really want to be his wife and grow old hand in hand with him. I beg you. Don’t stop us like this…” Di An was silent. He was silent, and his throat moved slightly as if he was trying to control his emotions. Gu Xin had never begged anyone so humbly and had always ordered others to do whatever she wanted. It was probably because she was so helpless at this point. She probably did not know what to do to prevent herself from marrying him. She was probably very, very afraid of marrying him. His eyes flickered. Actually, he could not see her either. He was just covering up his emotions. He said, “Gu Xin, what I need is you. It’s alright if you don’t love me.” Gu Xin looked at Di An. She looked at him as if he was a stranger. Di An could not see her face, but he could sense her disgust for him. He shifted his body. “You can go back. I want to sleep for a while.” Most of the time, he would avoid many emotions when he could not face them. He had been avoiding the fact that Gu Xin hated him a lot. It was silent. Gu Xin did not leave but continued to look at him. She really did not know why Di An was forcing her. “Di An, do you like me a lot?” Gu Xin asked him. She asked very calmly. “Mm-hm.” Di An nodded. He did not say how much he liked her and simply nodded. Gu Xin bit her lip as tears rolled down her face. She said calmly, “You like me so much and want my body so much, right? Can you let me go if I give you my first time?” Di An’s body quivered. Gu Xin took off her clothes. Due to the weather, she only had one bra under her clothes. She undid her bra as well. But Di An could not see it. She walked over and stood before Di An’s hospital bed. “You can’t see it.” Di An had no idea what Gu Xin was doing. He felt a little nervous. Gu Xin suddenly climbed onto the bed, avoiding his wound as she pressed against him. She then placed his hand on her chest. “Can you feel it?”