1003 Say it "So... you are saying that you stayed in the Trial world for 1000 years...?" Rislith questioned with a strange look on her face. "That is correct." Aisha nodded with a confident smile on her face. "That doesn't make sense, you are only 78 years old and no one can live inside the illusion more than they have lived in their real life, the sheer amount of memories would simply overpower them and the trial would automatically end." Eisheth spoke up with a doubtful look on her face. What her daughter was saying didn't make any sense at all. "Well, I have to agree here, my sense of reality is a little messed up right now, I am 1000 old year woman living in an 80-year-old body, after all," Aisha replied with a small smile on her face. Eisheth frowned in confusion... The Trial should have ended in such a situation and the said succubus should have 'failed' the trial, then... Why did the same not happen with Aisha? "How did you clear the Trial?" Eisheth questioned, trying to make more sense of the situation. "Hmm? My strategy was simple, I lived like the Succubus I wanted to be." Aisha replied as she glanced at Allura. A small smile couldn't help but appear on Allura's face. Rislith, Aisha's sister, on the other hand, realized something. These words... they were the same words Allura said when she left the trial. The succubus Allura wanted to be was the succubus who had control over her body and only lusted after her husband, and for that, she lived as a succubus who didn't give into her body's needs and abstained from having sex for more than 50 years! An achievement that Rislith and the others found impossible... However... The reason Aisha took the trials was to... "A-Are you saying you a-abstained from having sex for 1000 years...?" Rislith questioned, the absolute shock and horror on her face was apparent. Maline, Eisheth, and Allura, who heard Rislith's words widened their eyes in surprise. "As I said, I wanted to live like a Succubus who didn't give into her racial flaw. I didn't want to lust after just anyone," Aisha then side-eyed Nux and with a slight smile on her face, she continued, "I already have a target I have locked my eyes on." "You didn't have sex for 1000 years!?" Maline grabbed Aisha's shoulder and shouted in shock. "Hahaha~ Don't act like that, Sister. It wasn't that bad." "Not that bad my ass." Allura commented. What Aisha had been through... in this room, she was probably the only person who could understand that. "It is not as simple as just deciding you won't have sex and it is your win, A succubus's body was made to crave sex, not having any means that you are going against the very nature of your body. You may not feel anything in the first few days, however, as time passes, you finally start to feel the changes. 𝚏𝐫𝚎𝗲𝕨𝐞𝐛𝕟𝚘𝐯𝚎𝗹.𝕔𝐨𝗺 It started from small headaches and itch down there and is still bearable. Soon, however, it starts getting worse and worse. Your body becomes more and more sensitive, your hormones become a mess, and you can literally feel your little sister twitching even the slightest touch would arouse you, no matter how much you try to masturbate and satisfy yourself, your lust and cravings only continue to increase. This isn't even the worse, if you still persist, even looking at a man would make your brain automatically think about his dick, even a woman's touch would arouse you to no extent, it would reach the point where your daily activities would be hindered, Taking a bath, wiping your body after a bath, wearing a panty, or simply walking, every little thing that that slightly affects your lower region excites you and makes you miserable. I still remember how I spent my days locked inside a room doing absolutely nothing, And this was my condition when I lived inside the trial for barely 50 years. You, on the other hand, lived for 1000 years, you must have had it worse. Say it, Aisha. Tell everything that you endured during the trial, This is your chance." Allura looked into Aisha's eyes, her words seemed to have a different meaning behind them and Aisha, who understood what her friend was trying to say just chuckled, "I do not want sympathy, Allura. Trust me, I am better than that." "Are you implying that I was trying to gather sympathy when I came out of the Trial?" Allura narrowed her eyes. "That is not wha-" "What? You think telling what you did for your love is gaining sympathy? Haven't you already made your intentions clear? Are you saying everything we do for him is to gain sympathy from him? What kind of absurd logic is that?" Allura asked a series of questions and Aisha turned silent. "Say it, tell how strong you have been for 1000 long years, show how strong your feelings are, show what you were will-" "It was hard to breathe." Suddenly, Aisha spoke up. Then, she glanced at Nux, her purple eyes looking into his golden eyes and, "It didn't stop just because I locked myself inside my room, as more time passed, everything I do arouses me, and I am not talking about physical actions, I am talking about everyday actions with barely any movements, Sleeping, sitting, standing, everything single action was torture My hody became so aroused that even breathing without getting turned on was becoming impossible. Anything I see, whether it was the corner of the table or a simple door knob, only one thing flooded my mind, My body was in a 'turned-on' state all the time and I had no way to resist it." Allura's face turned solemn, hearing Aisha say all this, not only she but everyone in the room was taken aback. Eisheth had even clenched her fists, what she was feeling was indescribable, she was frustrated, she hated the fact that her daughter had to go through what she had to go through, but then, "But I held on."